I’m listening to flatsound and trying to cry quietly but tbh my nose is snotty and I keep having to sniffle and then a sob comes out and I hate myself like why can’t I stop crying, why can’t I at least cry quietly. I just want to keep the waves of sadness in and stop myself from really looking at them and thinking about it so I guess there are a lot more nights like this to come.

vikingsrph:

I AM ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN

I AM ALLOWED TO CRY OVER SIMPLE THINGS

I AM FULLY AWARE THAT OTHER PEOPLE HAVE PROBLEMS TOO AND THEY ARE PROBABLY WORSE OFF THAN I AM

DO NOT REMIND ME OF THAT WHEN I AM UPSET

MY FEELINGS ARE VALID

I AM ALLOWED TO COMPLAIN

WHAT IS SIMPLE TO YOU COULD BE STRESSFUL TO ME

STOP TELLING ME TO THINK ABOUT PEOPLE THAT HAVE IT WORSE

STOP STOP STOP

(via brandon-schwartzel)

Anonymous: Do you restrict your food to self harm? do you binge/purge?

If you knew me, you would know that I in no way restrict my food intake. I find the amount of questions I’m getting about my diet alarming to be honest. There may have been some worrying posts lately about my mental health so I’m sorry to anyone it may have triggered but I have tagged them, and I really needed to vent, in all honesty I’m worried about myself at the moment and there’s nobody out there to help. 

BUT IN SHORT, no, I don’t have any food related issues.